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Chris <3   
11:49pm 11/08/2004
 
mood: loved
He finally admitted he loved me


He told me he just likes to lie to himself and pretend he doesn't..


but in the end he can't help himself...


and he asked me if I loved him because by now he would of hated himself if he were me...


I told him of course I did..


and he asked me if I was happy...


Of course I'm happy. I'm happy that he just admitted he loved me. I don't need anything else other then that right now..


I understand he's a busy kid with his band...



He told me he was happy being with me



and that is that


The WORST week of my life turned into the best week...


all because of him....



and I'm not going anywhere...


I'm done searching for guys that only seem to make my life miserable when the guy that truely makes me happy is standing right in front of me...


He's what I want..


Sadly he's only home for 3 days


and then he's back on tour...




Anyways


Earlier this morning I went over Arianna's and we did a clothing swap


and then went swimming for a little before I had to jet off again


I did my usual and came home

and got ready to go to Chris'


Tommorow is Clementon but I have decided I may not go...


I'm not in the mood


Don't get me wrong



I'm in a GREAT mood..


I just don't feel like going anymore



* happy sigh *


I can't sleep

but I'm gonna try...
 
     
3 Humans Got Off | Get Off Me
 
Wow I Hate This Kid   
10:05pm 09/08/2004
 
mood: crazy
WHO IS THIS?Collapse )




O_______________o;;


ugh
 
     
2 Humans Got Off | Get Off Me
 
HA HA!   
09:40am 07/08/2004
 
mood: creative
Who's IS this?Collapse )

I LOVE YOU FOR THAT PERFECT STANCE


When you come back from being a cool kid playing at Warped Tour

I'm gonna call you and make fun of you for this SOOO HARDD


This one's for MikeCollapse )


LMFAO

OH I AM SO WITTY!


and tired

I am sleeping.


HA HA XD
 
     
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Warped Tour   
08:24pm 06/08/2004
 
mood: silly
WEEE

What a great day


Firstly

I stole a DLT poster with 5:45 Uproar Stage marked all over it


We got drink


did a little shopping


I got a Rise Against shirt and hoodie


A shirt from The Vandals

A Shirt from Anti-flag

and a shirt from The Casulties because they were the only real reason I was there



I walked around

Brian showed up wtih Becca


We went to go watch The Bouncing Souls

then The Vandals

and we watched a little bit of Anti-flag before we started walking around



We lost Jay and about the same time Jay came along


WE FOUND MIKE with his litte whore


HA HA

WAY TO KILL ME MIKE


YOU FUCKING PUSSY


YOU SURE HAD A FABULOUS CHANCE TOO



His g/f isn't that great


lmfao XD



I could fucking RIP HER APART


You know what's REALLY funny


I had a sticker that said KILL RACISM

I thought of walking over to him and slapping it right on his face


BECAUSE HE IS A BIIIG RACIST




What a horrible human being

HA HA XD

HE SHOULD OF NEVER BEEN BORN


LMFAOOOOOOO



It's funny b/c if Mike touched me Brian would of knocked him out

Brian already got into a fight when he was in the mosh pit during The Casulties

and he tore the guy UP!



It was amazing

I LOVED IT!

Not only that but I was RIGHT THERE

and Jake was RIGHT IN FRONT of me playing his guitar


ooo He = hawt


After The Casulties were done



We went to see my friend Chris' band play


and me and Jay took LUDE pictures of him

LUDE AND HALFWAY NUDE


HA HA

Chris was shirtless


Just the way I like him XD

After that we went BACK to Rise Against for a signing


We listened to NoFx while we were there


and then OMFG THE SIGNING


They signed my hoodie sooo hard


and then Jay pissed them off


and we went to pizza hut where I saw Matt Solina


He went to Curiosa


I was way jealous


but Warped Tour was better



Pictures Later!
 
     
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OMFG   
12:10am 02/08/2004
 
mood: loved
I think I'm in looveeeexc
xcv
xcv
xcv
xcv
xcv
 
     
1 Human Got Off | Get Off Me
 
I Chilled With Matt and Pinto Yesterday   
09:50am 30/07/2004
 
mood: content
Roland came over

and he got lollypops like it was no one's business


Sarah came over and I FINALLY gave her the pin

She liked it muchly

and she gave me the Gin Blossoms cd

and I liked that muchly


We played gunbound alot

and Sarah got angry

and I got angry


At one point we blew a fuse and every single computer in the room turned off

We had to wait until the fuse was back on until we could play on the computer again


SAM CAME HOME FROM NEW YORK!!!

YEY

He came over with ROSS

OMFG ROSS

His hair is hawt sex ha ha!



Ross, Sam, and Pinto went to go play soccer


Fred came over and talked bout going to Illinois to visit Lizzie and his g/f


He wanted me to come but it was too late so make any plans


so I told him I'd come next time


Matt, Fred, Sarah and I went grocery shopping and we saw a firetruck cart


Me and Sarah loved it


Then we came back


and Pinto and Sam came back

and laughed at me and Matt for playing Neopets XD


Me and Matt went to Livia's

Denise came over



They invited to me sleepover tonight at Dee's house

Leah, Mel and a bunch of other are gonan be there


Saweet deal



Also yesterday I talked to Matt about this Chris kid I know

and I suppose he cleared things up for me


I shall talk to Chris when he comes back from being ON TOUR like a cool kid



Now I am watching Peter Pan ans I have to bathe/pack and get ready for work


sooo


BYE
 
     
3 Humans Got Off | Get Off Me
 
I Talked To Brian   
09:33pm 28/07/2004
 
mood: cheerful
I told him alll about Mike XD

Me: Mike threatened to kill me
Me: He even said AND THAT'S A THREAT
Brian: Tell him if he fucking touches you I'mma bust his ass


HA HA!

I figured as much


I told Mike I have my posse

MY BOIZ

har har

I'm such a tomboy

I love it

Guys are so much better then girls are

as long as they aren't LYKE MYKE

HAR HAR

OMFG PREPPY TALK


I crack myself up


I think I shall make a new ELL JAY



BEE EES EFF OOR

BYE
 
     
2 Humans Got Off | Get Off Me
 
LMFAO   
10:25pm 27/07/2004
 
mood: refreshed
MIKE ADMITTED HE LIED TO ME

and then ATTEMPTS TO BE FRIENDS WITH ME


because " what is past is in the past "


SORRY I'M NOT WEAK LIKE YOUR ARE


YOUR A FUCKING JERK


I FUCKING HATE YOU

annnnd

I WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU


.


End of Story


I don't go for that shit

I don't go for people playing with my feelings just to make their fucking dirty g/f jealous


and i don't go for liars



AND I SURE AS HELL DON'T GO FOR PEOPLE WHO THREATEN ME


so whateva



I talked to Roland today

Roland has been telling me all this time that Mike was a jerk and an asshole

but I was weak and refused to do anything about it


He finally convinced me to do something about it


He seriously is the bestest friend I ever had <3333



and he is right


I can do so much better then him

and I can make more friends that were just as good as he was



* shrugs *


I don't need any friends


I have plenty



Also I got blank cds

so I shall be burning muchly


and I gots a Reel Big Fish cd


and some stickers of the SPONGEBOB KIND



woot woot


I went to work today and felt like crap

I pulled muscles after jumping on the trampoline with Mike Pinto Roland and Sarah

not only that but PMS IS LOVERLY


I had to sit in the hospital all day before my mom would let me take a bubble bath to calm my uterus


lol


I'm talking to Matt and Pinto right now:

Pinto: You should meet more fucked up people, like one with downs
Me: I WISH
Me: MAYBE I'LL HAVE A KID WITH DOWNS
Me: YUMMY


lmfao

It's funny cause Mike wished all my kids were downs kids XD


lmfao

fucking loser


What did I ever see in him?

I'm an idiot for that too XD


Like I sayz before


YOU WIN SOME

YOU LOSE SOME

No skin off my shoulders


I can't wait until Thorsday


I get to hang with Matt and Pinto and Roland and Sarah and Livia maybe

and whoever else comes to Pinto's house

YEY

funizzle
 
     
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Mike Imed Me   
10:01pm 26/07/2004
 
mood: amused
HA HA HA SLUT

I THOUGHT WE WEREN'T TALKING


What a fucking cunt


honestly


I went over Matt's

and we bounded


Roland came over and we got lots of popcicles
and took some walks


Sarah came over and we bonded over JEWEL in gunbound


We played on the trampoline




I have been working on my scrapbook hardcore

I think I shall ask my mom where it is so I can continue that task




LIVIA CAME OVER

and she got her hug box

and she told me she was so going to burn those 20 cds HARDCORE for my b-day

and she's even giving me a SKEE DEE case and all


I <33 HER


I drove her home


She read my " TALES FROM COLLINGSWOOD " story and LOVED it



She wants to be in it so I am going to continue writing it for fun


Then I went home and found out grandpa wasen't doing so good


My mom said his IV was in wrong



WOW ARE HOSPITAL PEOPLE FUCKING DUMB



especially at Underwood Hospital


They did turn my fucking IV on


and if anything happens to my grandpa cause of those freaking MORONS


I WILL KILL THEM



My dad called

Jeanette called


I called my dad back

I have to go see Jeanette tommorow before work



AND Thursday I am giving Sarah her THE CURE pin

and she shall give me the GIN BLOSSOMS SKEE DEE

We are Indians

FOREVA



ok ok I am bored.

I'm leaving


to sleep maybe


probably


definately.
 
     
2 Humans Got Off | Get Off Me
 
Wee   
09:58am 26/07/2004
 
mood: content
Great weekend




uhh


nothing much else to say



Today

I may go visit Matt/Pinto


I told Roland so hopefully we can set that straight etc. etc.



and I have to go get RDY RDY soon



weee
 
     
1 Human Got Off | Get Off Me
 
HIATUS   
08:49am 24/07/2004
 
mood: cheerful
This is on hiatus


when I come back


I may fix this up a little



As of right now



I'm at the bizeach


Checkmate
 
     
2 Humans Got Off | Get Off Me
 
LMFAO   
03:01pm 23/07/2004
 
mood: amused
Mike: Hey
Mkie: Do you hate me


Anyone would fucking hate you after the shit you pulled so shut the fuck up


Unfortunately when people LEAD ME ON or CHEAT ON ME

I don't exactly STICK AROUND because I'm not a fucking pussy

I take more interest in myself then to stay with someone who pulled that crap


I hope she cheats on you again SO HARD


Then maybe you'll actually grow some balls


psftt
 
     
2 Humans Got Off | Get Off Me
 
What's Down   
07:29am 22/07/2004
 
mood: content
My operation

Kohls

Home

maybe talk to Kevin or someone

Sleep



That's it


Gramps is still in the hospital

He may sugury him up on Friday or next week sometime


ONLY TWO MORE DAYS TILL I HIT THE SEA SHORE


I have to talk to Livia about it


Roland hasen't been online to yell at me for ditching him yesterday


OH WELL


WE'LL CALL IT


REVENGE possibly


or A YOU GET WHAT YOU DESERVE


He has the tendency of saying he'll hang out with me

and then FORGETTING IT

* shrugs *


Don't sit in the oven if you can't take the heat


That goes for Mike too


He blames me for fucking making HIM FEEL BAD


WELL HE SHOULD FEEL BAD

because if his G/F did the same thing to him I HIGHLY DOUBT he wouldn't be UPSET and/ or PISSED OFF


and I have EVERY RIGHT TO FEEL THE WAY I DO especially after someone LEADS ME ON and LIES TO ME


so whatever


He can blame himself for feeling bad

and frankly he's just as bad as his g/f is

Leading On/Cheating

What's the difference?

HA I KNOW!


To cheat me and Mike would of have to gone out

and since he HATES cheaters SO MUCH ( with an exception to his little g/f )

He decided to just LEAD ME ON



My opinion

Leading on someone is JUST LIKE CHEATING


You don't sit there and I say " Hey i like you alot " and then go fuck around with fucking girls


Like seriously give me a fucking break XD


lmfao


I seriously should fucking BOMB HIS HOUSE for what he did to me but even THAT wouldn't compensate it all



and SORRY MY HAIR ISN'T EMO ENOUGH FOR YOU TOO

Lmfao



Fucking idiot


I hope his fucking life SUCKS because since he isn't around my life has been so much better


You know he went somewhere for UNRESOLVED ANGER ISSUES

WELL HE BETTER GO BACK THERE B/C THEY SURE DIDN'T HELP HIM ANY


HE gets so fucking mad at me when it's his G/F he should be mad at


but b/c he isn't a f'n jerk to her, HE HAS TO TAKE IT OUT ON SOMEONE


ME!


Yeah Mike

sorry i never cheated on you

or had sex with some guy with a condom

or had sex with some guy with out a condom

or given head to some guy

MAYBE YOU SHOULD BE BITCHING AT HER INSTEAD OF ME


EVER THOUGHT OF THAT?



It's a good thought

but obviously your not smart enough to figure that out


and Yeah his g/f is THAT dirty




and he asked ME if we were still friends


LMFAO

OH MIKE

GET A FUCKING CLUE

WHO WOULD BE FRIENDS WITH YOU

AFTER YOU PULL THIS SHIT


sorry when someone KINDA CHEATS ON ME

I FOLLOW THROUGH


I don't sit there and be friends with them and shit


I fucking take them the fuck out


Well your out

You probably don't care but whatever


I thought I met a NICE GUY


FUCK WAS I WRONG



LMFAO




wooooo I FEEL SO MUCH BETTER AFTER GETTING THAT ALL OUT



I hope you enjoyed this


I'm heading out now
 
     
1 Human Got Off | Get Off Me
 
Me and Roland Made Up <3333   
12:25am 21/07/2004
 
mood: confused
tee hee


Today the lights went off at work

so we were sent home

I found some books on sale at the library about Wicca and Buddha

and I found a book with tarot cards

A phoenix deck to be exact

so I got that too

All in all I spent about 2.25

which isn't bad for 5 books


I still have 2.75 left

I may hit up me madre tommorow before work for gasm oney because me and Rollers may hang out


He's feeling much better and I'm glad of it



AND

My mom is taking me shopping for the SEASHORE after my operation on Thursday


Livia is coming over on Froday with Dee hopefully


andd Saturday I leave for the shore with the girls


until Sunday

I think i may do wash tommorow so I have lots of clothes for the beach XD


I gots my hamtaro stickers

woot!

They are so going in my scrapbook

I have to get more pages though

or I can try and CRAM EVERYTHING IN

but I dunno how good that is gonna work


because I have TONS of crap from England



I need to ask my mom for Brenna's wedding pictures tommorow

She apparently took them to scan

and I have been wondering where the hell they've beben for months now


I found Jen, my horseback riding trainer's pictures today which is good

I actually cleaned out my room looking for them

and they were on my dresser the whole time under a bunch of CDS and hair supplies



AND I found all my old blinkies because Kathleen made some and it made me think back when I bought animation shop online

and downloaded it


but then the puter crashed

so I e-mailed the people and told them what happened


then the puter died and we had to get a new one and I never bothered to re-email them


I'mma just wait till X-mas and have my mom get it at Best Buy

It's only about 30.00 me thinks


Then I can finish making all me blinkies


I should go look for some now

BYE
 
     
1 Human Got Off | Get Off Me
 
Dear Chris   
12:15am 19/07/2004
 
mood: curious
Come back from Warped Tour now please?


I promise I'll be a good girrrrlllll


weaaally


Oo;;
 
     
3 Humans Got Off | Get Off Me
 
Liar Liar   
10:43pm 17/07/2004
 
mood: mischievous
Pants on Fire
 
     
1 Human Got Off | Get Off Me
 
Revenge Is A Bitch   
12:32pm 16/07/2004
 
mood: productive
Yeah

Mike was mean to me


so I was fucking mean back

* shrugs *


I don't care if it was cold

It was the damn truth.

Don't be a wuss plz

kthx


YESTERDAY

I did some scrapbooking

and then

I went to Matt's house with Roland

We walked to Livia's but she wasen't home in the hizouse


So then we walked to Kathleen's

Kathleen wasen't home but as we were walking back

BAM

There is Kevin and Kathleen

so Kevin harassed me and asked me if I was going to Warped Tour and Latin Covention

I told him that YES i was going to Warped Tour and Kevin said we could get together there and crizap

but I told him I wasen't going to Latin Covention and I got bitch slapped XD

Sorry Kevver

ANYWAYS

We watched movie

It was pretty good

After the movie Kevin drove me and Roland to his hizouse and we walked back to Matt's and called LiviaLivia came

we got tye dye

and DYED THE TYE

AND

Then I went homme


TODAY

I printed out more pictures for my scrapbook

and then I went BACK to Matt's for some FUN

Livia is coming and we're finishing the TYE DYE

possibly

and I have to upload The Casulities new cd to Kevver's computer


NOW IT IS BOUND TIMEH!



P.S MATT MADE ME COOKIES XD

YUMMY YUMMY
 
     
Get Off Me
 
Fuck You, You, You, and You   
02:51pm 14/07/2004
 
mood: annoyed
Amy came to my hizouse


and we chilled

yadda yadda yadda


I was supposed to go up to see Pinto, Roland and everyone today


but I'm not going to


oh suxxor my nutzor


I really don't feel like writing now

so I'mma go play neopets and shit

You know why?

I'm at work



and EVERYTHING SUCKS


FUCK YOU
 
     
Get Off Me
 
I Fixed This Place Up   
12:35pm 13/07/2004
 
mood: accomplished
It stills needs a little bit more work around the comments and such

BUT IT IS STILL DAMN HOT


Today my mom left for work

I bounded half of the day and now I am in work


They took out my moolah for Warped Tour which is allll good

I forced Jay to buy his ticket because he's going whether he likes it or not

Kevin told me he was going so I'mma try and locate him when I get there

Maybe I'll give his cell a ringly dingly

So

I had my mom put more money of mine in the bank because tommorow I'm sending out the payment for my trumpet


I talked to Rollerskates <3 and Mike last night

Mike was high as hell

And Roller was hanging out with Ross and I am jealous cause I have not had the pleasure of seeing Ross


Today after work my mom is taking my worthless self to K-mart where I will purchase shampoo/blank skee dees

I may check out their skee dees when I'm there as well because K-SMART is pretty damn cheap


AND tommorow I plan on bounding lots because I am SO CLOSE to being NUMBER 5 in the LeFrench Guild

Apparently we have 16 people now

SUPRISE!

We used to have 14

BESIDES ALL OF THAT


uh nothing



I think I may get Kathleen a preesent at Warped Tour since she may be in Colorado.. ;_; nuuuuu

I'll have to see what I can dig up

Maybe I'll ask Kevvar for an idear


This morning I also talked to Jacob who is quite flustered about his living arragements

AS AM I

I mish hanging out with him

The last time I hung out with him was on our DEATH MARCH through the woods

with Me, Kathleen, Jacob, uhh PEOPLE


That was fun XD ha ha

good times, good times




You know now that I think about it

I think my dotted border should be bigger...

Maybe I'll go fool with the size




Sounds like an plan

and not just ANY plan

An AWESOME plan
 
     
1 Human Got Off | Get Off Me
 
Werd   
09:09pm 12/07/2004
 
mood: cheerful
I went to Pinto's house and chilled there

Then I went home and went to sleep

I woke up and talked with Rollerskates <3

He didn't wake up until 5


so Thursday we are tie dying


I just talked with Livia abouts it


I also told Kevin I have CDS for him

and he was thrilled

New Casulties cd and the " Rock Against Bush " Compilation cd


I need to get more blank skee dees now


Anyways besides all of that i palyed gunbound

I AM BACK TO BEING NUMBER 6 CAUSE I BEET ROSSERSKATES


ha ha poor Ross

He will live I AM SURE


btw

DOES ROSS EVEN EXIST?!!!!
 
     
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